i'm waiting you in the cold

Monday, September 29, 2008

You never know what you have until you lose it , and once you lose it , you can never get it back.
Love is like falling down ... in the end you're left hurt , scarred , and with a memory of it forever.
You're the one who broke my heart , you're the reason my world fell apart , you're the one who made me cry , yet I'm still in love with you and i don't know why.
Wanting him is hard to forgot , loving him is hard to regret , losing him is hard to accept , but even with all the hurt I've felt , letting go is most painful yet.
For a few minutes you made me feel as though i actually meant something to someone.
I cried today ... not because of i miss you ... or even wanted you , but because i realized I'm gonna be all right without you.
Hold my hand , just one more time , so i can remind myself why it is that i can't get over you.
You always have an out . An exit strategy to make sure you don't get hurt. You always walk always . You walk away before they can walk away from you.
Sometimes we must get hurt in order to know. Sometimes over vision only clears after our eyes are washed away with tears.
Do i really love him or am i addicted to the pain of wanting something i can't have .
I wish i saved all the tears i cried for you so i could fucking drown you in them.
If you don't love me at my worst then you don't deserve me at my best.
I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back , knowing it wont.
I want you to know that you will never find girl that will put up with as much craps as i do and enjoy it.You will never find other girl that will put up with you and love you the way i do.Just so you know.
I'm scared to fall in love , scared to fall fast , because everything i fall in love , it never seems last.
Life sucks a lot of the time , huh? But , ya know , if you can get through a heart break , you can get through almost everything.
I never stop loving you . Even when i was acting crazy , i loved you . I've try to show you in a million ways but nothing ever go through.

lovemeandneverletgo ;

Sunday, September 28, 2008

today i woke up at 7.30am plus ._.
but uncle leong 9am only come to fetch me !
i regret that i promised my cousin help her to download maple story !
i still staying at her house right now. its was so wtf .
well , i downloaded the maple global , yet i haven download the private server client ,
but the homepage is not working.
So , i called baby and ask him to online for sending the client of the server.
unnaturally his mother don't allow him to online , because tomorrow he need to take eoy de. its okays =]

i used the last way to get the client from Shawn , HE OFFLINE SIA !
walaos i hate you shawn ! =[
10.45am i went out to buy food for my two tittle cousins and my beloved grandmother .
on the way , my cousin ( yukky ) called me request for some snacks...
after i returns to their house , adi nudge me !
omg ! god bless me xD

georgenia : hey hey hey !! may you send me the client of the server which we playing.
(sry i forgot the name of the server haha)
adi : o.o !
georgenia : FASTER !
adi : what the server name?
georgenia : gosh , the server we playing lahs !!
adi : ooooooooooo !!
adi : OK wait !
georgenia : don't ask me to wait ! FASTER ! ROAR !



hahas ! thanks you adi ! you are the best .
there have two things to be worries.
- server down .
- their computer never download winRAR .

alright ! neverminds ; its okays !!
because i dont know where to download this stupid RAR !
next time only i help you xD


lovemeandneverletgo ;


Friday, September 26, 2008

Friends aren't forever but at least friendships bring through us many valued remembrance.
i really do love you my friends.
All of you had did a consolation things .
I wondering , if i lost all my friends ; how my subsistence will be?
I misapprehend with my best friends sometimes ,
because they keep nag me just like a mother nagging their children.

But i had occurrence that , actually they just caring me.
Whilom i argued with Tracy , because of a question.
Ride motorcycle or Drive a car. LOL !
The matters could not end ; because we would not stop it.
Of course we are playing ! we keep laughing each other while we do arguing.
The matters was past long ago , but the remembrance will be always kept inside my heart.
Sorry my friends , if i showed you those attitude that you don't wish to see.
I'm still approve of drive at the moment :)

lovemeandneverletgo ;

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Essentially my family & i had decided going to genting highland today.
but then all of us had overslept.
afterward mother tell us that journey has been cancel !
oh my godness !
i keep conspue-up with my mother !
YER ! i want to go ~ i want to go ~
awhile more ,
my mother cannot tolerate already ! yays~
so i go to dress-up and make-up.
we go through genting by cable-car.
my parents went to the casino so,
i went to buy my out-door tickets !
ohh..
i was so tenseness of playing all the games.
especially the sport-car driving !
when I'm there.
people laughed at me , they thought that I'm a noob in driving .
but then , i think that I'm much better than them.
although that I'm kinda vaulting ambition alright.
i never even stepped the brake , the reason is i don't wish to slow down .
hahas =]
during queue , a Britisher talk to me.
he gave me stress of chatting with him .
but i still try my best to answer him as well as i can go through.
The only game i would not play is,
rise up and drop down.
Sorry !
I'm not good in describe but,
i guess that you'd get what i mean.
almost 5o'clock only we end our journey and return back to ipoh.
i will post my picture next time.

lovemeandneverletgo ;

Friday, September 12, 2008

rain rain go away ~
come again on other day~
little children ~
little children ~
little children ~
want to play .
recently keep on raining.
don't know what had happened to the weather.
it's has gave me a chance of chatting with those friends that not close mediocrity.
it's feel so great of chatting with them .

lovemeandneverletgo ;