nothing is more painful than realizing that he meant everything to me , but i meant nothing to him...

miss my childhood very very much :)

anyone of them still keeping their primary 5 photo?

i cried in the evening.. my mood suddenly changed. i feel so strange.

i'm tired... really.. why am i always being ...

why....??? my life is so difficult...

why i am different from others...

i feel like quitting of everything..

i'm useless

Happy birthday to Kelvin Teng.

best wishes for you .

thanks for fetching me always , last long with leng ^^

Sigh.. i'm sick T.T

feeling extremely uncomfortable...

tired but cant sleep.. headache to the max.

btw , x - 5 =0

x = 5

x not equal to p .

p=5??

whats that???

arghh.. =[

Sigh

awww~ i definitely love today !

overslept at the morning though. =x

dint study much today yet having loads of fun in the class with sor hai-s..

all the teacher were absent. wtf. exam is around the corner dy.. stop being lazy chers ~

xsh murdered an innocent red ant , because i was screamed ' ahh ! mother yellow ! '

LOL , all the boys laughed at me. :(

because its not the true name of the ant ..

i dont know whats is it. i named it since i was little.

its a bigger size of red ant.. something laidat.

helped xiu sor hai ( vosshall ) to shape her eyebrows.

its obviously pretty than before.

she cries , we know its damn pain for her since its her first time .

but but but , we do it even harder ! muahaha.

i know i'm evil . but i'm borned to be evil , what to do? :)

HAIS

PHEW...Finally ... i'm home now.
I've been studied since 10am today ...
and i'm extremely tired .
but i did enjoyed. really !
i had promised teck for going to state library at 10am last night.
but i went at11am, sorry i'm late.
at first , nobody wants to teach me account.. A push to B and B push to C
then i was frustrated . in the end , teck's friend who named lou shu has reached , and he taught me something called PHR in account. after that , everybody take turns to teach me different subjects.
had fun while studying .
headed to addmaths tuition at 2pm , and guess what , i'm late this was my very first time !
teacher taught chapter 9 , this chapter is really hassle.
and so , i dont know how am i going to pass in final exam. hais..
after addmaths tuition , headed to account tuition and english then bm .
now only i remember i haven have my dinner and lunch yet. no wonder felt so tired .

imissyou

Sigh... there has two reason i am not going to school tomorrow ,i'm going to the library with teck for group studies for ACCOUNT and and i haven't finish my history works yet !
Finally , he had made an appointment with them guys.
and my end year exam is on 20th... i have to study hard d .. cant be playful for 2weeks. awww.. its kinda hassled though. in order to passing my exam with colorful results i have to be serious . not going to use comp , shopping , dreaming and lazying for the following weeks until exam is completely finish and i am going to enjoy to the max !!!

i want to be your princess...but you're already her prince.

things turn bad..
my class's prefects are having war with bio class's prefects.
its all because of...
our school's new discipline teacher has added a brand new rule in the rulebook. it is cannot stay in the class during recess.
and this is exactly what we had did last friday. leng , elise , voss and i were slacking in the class during recess just like usual .. leng was sleeping right beside me , elise was doing addmaths with her bf(edmond) , voss was sleeping too and i was doing chemistry .. one of sudden , 2 prefect came in our class and please us to leave the class at the moment.. as you guys know , we will always respect to those polite person . as my class is at the second floor , so we were standing at the staircase and waiting for the bell rings. when we were slacking at the staircase , we saw that they did not ask others to leave the class but only our class. elise was very angry at the moment , she told the prefects but they were ignored her. After recess , the discipline teacher came to our class and called us to go to his office . we were still guessing on the way to office , because we had did nothing wrong . He brought our attended list with a cane , we asked the teacher with a bustling face , teacher , what had we did? why are you calling us to come?we are innocent , we want to study sir , hurry up please and thanks ! He told us how many days we'd absent from school since jan til now. lol , i'd already absent from school for 14days .. woo woo ~ elise 15 leng 13 and voss 12 . we were oh my god-ing ? does he going to cane us for absenting from school for so many days?? but we were not scared , because i saw karkit has absent from school for 23days. LOL. then he told us , you guys dont main main dengan saya , kurang araj dengan pengawas saya ke?? we were still blurring , and so i asked sir , what do you mean ? since when we did such thing sir? we are good students , we will NEVER do this..*giggling* and he explained , we dint listen to the prefects' command , but we did..seriously !! we did listen to their command. So , he asked the 2 prefects come too , and make things clear face to face ! they dont dare to use eye contact with us. lol
then we asks them , why were you only report our names to teacher? there have a lots of people slacking with us too . why dint you report them too? Make things clear sir before you call us come. and sir you had already spent almost 1hour for solving this problem. if the whole school students never listen to YOUR prefects' command , i wonder how long do you need to solve with it. Please , let us return to the class now ... we seriously need to study , we cant miss anything. So , when we had returned to class, everyone were asking what had happened? why does he want to meet you all. And so , we told them almost everything. Today .. my class's prefects went to ST class for checking them , and they found everyone were slacking in the class so my class's prefect reported their names to the discipline teacher , and this is how the war comes.

i dreamt of something sweet just now ,

something that will never happen .
if i can only be with you in my dreams , let me sleep forever then.
i felt extremely happy in my dreams.
so happy that i had never felt that way before ..
sadly , when i woke up , i realize it was just a DREAM.
Sigh... will my dreams come true ?? I'm tired , really.