the end

4/12/2011 at 1am sharp

popo, tonight is the last night i could see your face..
tonight is the last night i could accompany you...
you know.. i dint want to go back home because i dint want to waste this last chance...
you and i... you had seen me growing up day by day.. since i was born...
its all because of you.. no you no me. thanks grandma...
i suddenly feel sorry.. i'm sorry for not treating you good when you are here.. when you really need somebody to take care of you.. need someone to talk to.. i'm sorry for too late to know... to late to regret.. when grandpa passed away..when the day he left this world... he left you..
you are hurt... i know you do.. but you just cant do anything.. even though you wish you could at least help a little.. but no one is willing to let you.. not because of we dont trust you grandma.. its because we dint want you to be worried of him.. looking after him when he was sick considered as a commitment... popo... i'm sorry...please forgive me... for not understanding you when grandpa left you so sudden... popo...let go le... finally you can meet grandpa at somewhere else... grandpa, please take care of popo... she does not know about the new place.. popo cant walk fast... please lead her the way... popo...no matter where you are, i hope that you could hear me... i really miss you... we really miss you... but we would want you to reborn... to be a better person next life... have a bright future ahead...