alright.. i'm quite unhappy ; so i decided to express my emotion here. firstly i want to apologize to XXX .. i dint mean to say out ; but there has no any reason for me to keep. do you know how angry i am , when i know about the truth. i could not tolerate of his lies. he is such a bastard ! at first , leng and i decided to go only ; suddenly san & chin suggest to go together ... then only HE wanted to follow. so we allowed him , but i'm not confirm that i have places for him to stay . firstly , he is a boy . he could not stay at my friend's house. secondly , he is too arrogant. every friends dislike him ; everyone knew it . since we are friends so we dint even give a damn. thirdly , he likes to gossip behind others. but he go and told everyone that i dint care about him . i just leave him at the hotel and i go with leng. and of course , its absolutely wrong ! this time we planed to go trip during jun holidays and san is not going because of her family problems ; so he could not go too. because nobody will allow . so he planned to break our plans. BASTARD ! that is the reason that i could not forgive and forget . and XXX you absolutely have your right to scold me , but why are you double siding ? you made me feel scary of being friend with you. you scared him ? i thought you hate him too. why are you like to being his dog. you are lost confident ! like you cant live without him. when you are not around you thought that he will never ever backstab of you? well , i will never blame you because you are innocent ! actually , we are going to celebrate yeap's birthday next 2 weeks... but now i don't know this plans are still going or not? just because of a black sheep of him. the whole plan was crushed. its so unfair to yeap. =[ I SWEAR THAT I AM NOT GOING TO CELEBRATE HIS BIRTHDAY . not only me its everyone do ! since no one is going to refer it. this is his punishment ! and he deserve it ! SERVE HIM RIGHT !
i was learning guitar now =] its very niceeee actually i want to learn piano .. but its quite expensive .. and always need to take exam... i hate it ! so i decided to play guitar since my house already have one. i learning to play ' happy birthday ' yesterday. so i search from YouTube and bob taught me . he is the best one :) when i played it . i feel so happy i even record it . i will upload it next time . but too bad , my fingers are hurt ... so painful !
CAN YOU KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT FOR A MOMENT PLEASE? YOU ARE SO IRRITATING ME ! CANT YOU LISTEN TO ME ? CANT YOU SYMPATHY ME? DISCUSS BECAME QUARREL ! I'VE GOT NOTHING TO SAY D. LIKE ALL MY FAULT ! I JUST WANT TO HAVE A GROUP STUDIES WITH MY CLASSMATE ! IS THERE ANY PROBLEMS WITH YOU? I'M HAVING EXAM NOW NOW NOW! DO YOU KNOW HOW BIG THE PRESSURE IS ? WOULD YOU TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME? I GUESS NOT. I JUST WANT TO LEARN FROM MY MISTAKE ! AND LEARN NEW THINGS. CANT YOU BE OPEN MINDED !?
I HATE MY MORAL TEACHER ! SHE IS REALLY STUBBORN ! SHE REQUIRE ME TO GET A1 IN EXAM ! I AM WEAK IN MORALS ! AND SHE SCOLDED ME HOPELESS? I REALLY WISH TO TELL HER ... WHY ONLY I FAILED MY MORAL BUT NOT OTHERS?! I MAY GET A1 IN ANY SUBJECT BUT NOT THE SUBJECT YOU ARE TEACHING ! WHY? WHATS THE REASON?! ITS YOUR PROBLEMS ! NOT MINE ! YEA I AM STUPID . SINCE YOU ARE SO ' CLEVER' MAKES ME CLEVER ! I REALLY VERY SAD RECENTLY... I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHOULD I DO ... I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS MY EMOTION. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FACE EVERYBODY. I CRIED ON ADD MATHS TUITION TODAY..... WHEN I COMPLAINING TO MY FRIENDS...
WHY THERE HAS NO ONE IN THIS WORLD COULD UNDERSTAND ME...