alright.. i'm quite unhappy ; so i decided to express my emotion here.
firstly i want to apologize to XXX .. i dint mean to say out ; but there has no any reason for me to keep.
do you know how angry i am , when i know about the truth.
i could not tolerate of his lies. he is such a bastard !
at first , leng and i decided to go only ; suddenly san & chin suggest to go together ...
then only HE wanted to follow.
so we allowed him , but i'm not confirm that i have places for him to stay .
firstly , he is a boy . he could not stay at my friend's house.
secondly , he is too arrogant. every friends dislike him ; everyone knew it . since we are friends so we dint even give a damn.
thirdly , he likes to gossip behind others.
but he go and told everyone that i dint care about him . i just leave him at the hotel and i go with leng.
and of course , its absolutely wrong !
this time we planed to go trip during jun holidays and san is not going because of her family problems ; so he could not go too. because nobody will allow .
so he planned to break our plans. BASTARD ! that is the reason that i could not forgive and forget .
and XXX you absolutely have your right to scold me , but why are you double siding ? you made me feel scary of being friend with you.
you scared him ? i thought you hate him too. why are you like to being his dog.
you are lost confident ! like you cant live without him.
when you are not around you thought that he will never ever backstab of you?
well , i will never blame you because you are innocent !
actually , we are going to celebrate yeap's birthday next 2 weeks...
but now i don't know this plans are still going or not? just because of a black sheep of him. the whole plan was crushed. its so unfair to yeap. =[
I SWEAR THAT I AM NOT GOING TO CELEBRATE HIS BIRTHDAY .
not only me its everyone do ! since no one is going to refer it.
this is his punishment ! and he deserve it ! SERVE HIM RIGHT !