promise breaking

Sigh , i'm breaking all my promises which i made to myself.

i don't have the mood to study now.

but exam is already at the corner dy :(

i'm always forcing myself to read yet my heart doesn't wants to.

Sigh sigh sigh , going to clubs every weekends are what i usually do right now.

i knew it's not a good habit

but i'd obsessed with it.

ohmygod , i wish i could get awake now.

i feel like quitting but i do not want to.

i know that i do not make any sense ==

as you noticed i felt so frustrating ...