i'm waiting you in the cold

the end

2011-04-12T00:59:00.002+08:00

4/12/2011 at 1am sharp

popo, tonight is the last night i could see your face..
tonight is the last night i could accompany you...
you know.. i dint want to go back home because i dint want to waste this last chance...
you and i... you had seen me growing up day by day.. since i was born...
its all because of you.. no you no me. thanks grandma...
i suddenly feel sorry.. i'm sorry for not treating you good when you are here.. when you really need somebody to take care of you.. need someone to talk to.. i'm sorry for too late to know... to late to regret.. when grandpa passed away..when the day he left this world... he left you..
you are hurt... i know you do.. but you just cant do anything.. even though you wish you could at least help a little.. but no one is willing to let you.. not because of we dont trust you grandma.. its because we dint want you to be worried of him.. looking after him when he was sick considered as a commitment... popo... i'm sorry...please forgive me... for not understanding you when grandpa left you so sudden... popo...let go le... finally you can meet grandpa at somewhere else... grandpa, please take care of popo... she does not know about the new place.. popo cant walk fast... please lead her the way... popo...no matter where you are, i hope that you could hear me... i really miss you... we really miss you... but we would want you to reborn... to be a better person next life... have a bright future ahead...

2010-12-23T17:31:00.002+08:00

i've never known a love like yours
nor thought it could be true
but everytime i kiss your lips
i feel what love can do
with hair like silk
and lips so tender
each moment with you
makes my heart surrender
i couldn't live , i couldn't breathe
without you by my side
never will i let you go , my love will never hide
and in my heart you will always be
from now until forever
no matter what , no matter where
we will always be together..

Never regret anything because at some point i wanted it.

2010-12-23T13:46:00.005+08:00

why the fuck you still keep telling me lie?
i did ask you before i accept you..
you lied me once.. and now i finally found out that you are lying to me all the way since the first day you meet me . you never stopped cheating on me and i don't know why you have to do that. you told me the problem between carmen and anjeal , you told me that having two girl friends are not fun but suffer . i trusted you. i trusted every word you said even though you'd lied to me numerous times. Do you think its possible to forgive someone who has lied to you and betrayed your trust?i could forgive once, maybe twice, but it's not going to ever change..
Please don't blame yourself for any of the stupid shit that I choose to do. None of this is your fault. I'm the one who makes these bad decisions so I'm the one who pays the consequences.I never regretted telling you I liked you, I only regretted never hearing what you really thought of me and never doubt on your words.

2010-12-22T11:18:00.003+08:00

its been so long since i last updated my blog. and guess what? i have been going through a lot. my life is absolutely different from last time. lately, i have been confused about everything.. i keep asking myself am i doing the right thing? why am i still doing this..? i spent 3 years to forget someone and i finally did it. but now seems like i am repeating the history again... i have been to penang on last Friday and i don't know why..i don't find any point going over there and i cant feel any happiness as well. a year ago , i was so crazy over it. i spent almost every precious holidays in penang and i thought that's worth. but now , i regret for everything i have done.. you never found out how much i tried and cried. all of the sadness you kept me blind. i was so silly.. i keep thinking that times will never change and things will always be the same. deep in my heart I'm concealing things that i am longing to say. every time we meet, we look at each other and just wondering what the other is thinking but we never say a thing. i wonder, have you ever doubt on me? i don't know and i will never know the answer..because we will never talk to each other for more than three sentences in a day. even when we are doing things together , we don't talk much. and i want you to know why dint i talk much , is because i scared to confess what I'm feeling will frightened you. i just don't know where and how to start a conversation with you anymore...i have no idea why cant we just be friend like the olden days when we just knew each other? i wonder why you changed so much..you are now a stranger to me. i know i must be strong and carry on, because i know i don't belong. my sis,leng always be by my side and accompany me to go wherever i wanted to. she never ask me to stop loving you because she knows that I'm crazy in love with you and i will not let go so easily. but i actually knew that we both will never be together so i keep building the walls round my heart , but then i see you and it falls apart.. there is a part of me wont let you go keep saying yes when my minds saying no.. boy the way you do me is a damn crime and i want you to regret what you have done to me all these years. i wish you would know i no longer in love with you. i deserve a better one..at least , someone would care and love.

i finally cried

2010-08-16T16:31:00.004+08:00

Today , i cried in school when i know that my name is on the blacklist , and the reason is something really unexpected. it is so embracing and it had ruined my image. but i didn't do anything wrong. i've got no idea with this. i cant stop my mind keep thinking about it. my friends told me to share this with my parents and ask them to solve this problem with the teacher as soon as possible before the trial. because it might ruin my certificate which ruined my life too. but i've got no guts to mention this to my parents , i'm worried. i guess they are no longer believe in me since they had already knew my attitude and characterise when i'm with friends in school. so.. i decided not to tell them anything about this incident . in fact, thing is already happened , i should settle it down by myself instead. so , i think i'm heading to the office tomorrow. i hope it was just a mistake and everything is fine.

fuck off

2010-07-24T22:09:00.007+08:00

you fucking pissed me off
don't feel like forgiving you ,
i feel like GIVING UP on you la.

its not the first time we argue for a fucking matter.
i hate the way you jealous .
i phone him because you do not know the way to odori.
i was asking him to lead us to the place.
hey please , make things clear before you show me your fucking emotion and attitude.
I'm not going out with him , it was just a call. a simple conversation .
cant you be open-minded?
i would not choose to be in a relationship if i know it earlier.
boy , you know what. i dislike to be controlled .
no matter who , not even my parents.
i dont need to ask whoever's permission for going out with boys.
when I'm telling you that I'm going out .
i just want to inform you that where am i going with .
I'M NOT ASKING FOR PERMISSION.
if you are not in the mood , i will try my best to cheer you .
but if you're not in the mood during weekdays . sorry then.
i cant accompany you late.
I'm not an adult yet. I'm a teenager .
if you're not happy with it , go to seek for another who you think she could be there for you no matter when.
everyone has their own life style.. & I'm now having my own-unique-teenager life style.
maybe Sylvia suits you.
she can accompany you no matter when.
unlike me, i still need to go to school , sit for exam.
and i want to make my dream come true.
i want to go to oversea for further education
i dont want to stay like this. i want to change my life .
nah , whatever. go ahead to do whatever you want .
as long as you're not disturbing me.
fuck off

i should be thankful

2010-07-15T21:06:00.003+08:00

Thank you for everything , kelvin.
i appreciated it a lots , really :)
when i was playing facebook , i heard someone was calling my name outside my house.
and when i opened the door , i was shocked. what the hell??
lol if i'm not mistaken , i remember i told you that i dislike people wasting money on flowers.
but you're really stubborn , grr.. makes me angry & happy.
really confusing me.. sighh. its really surprising me

To : My Beloved Georgenia
Sorry , its all my fault to make you disappointed and unhappy. I just hope that you will forgive me and stop angry at me. I really love you babe . I miss you everyday , every minute and every second. I will love you until your heart stop beating . I promise i wont make you feel disappointed and unhappy again.
From : Kelvin Chang

i'm so sorry for starting the war..
i know that i'm actually at fault , but you're still keep putting the blame on yourself .
just because you dont want me to be unhappy...
you're really a good boy... you deserve a better one..

just a simple apology is better than compensation

2010-06-21T18:52:00.004+08:00

whats the main point of hanging out? have fun?

i dont really know what did you say behind me lo.

i did enjoy going out with you & your friend that so called as bro.

and please , i will never go out with him without your knowing or accompaniment

you both have a quarrel with ' her ' , does not related to me at all right.

dont ever thinks bad about me.. i dont know whats going on between you both.

i'm not siding anyone of you..

i dont wanna messed up with you guys, i wanna be friends.. just like this.

stop quarreling , and make things clear.

i wonder why it's so difficult for you guys to apologize ?

saturday night

2010-06-19T19:54:00.005+08:00

awww , feel like hanging out when the sky is turning to dark..

just have a chat with cherries about tonight's plan

and we decided to hang tonight with her friend !

i know i shouldn't hang so often since school is reopen soon.

but but but , I'm really sad at night :(

my mind is keep thinking of you

btw mom , i hope you know that i'm old enough to take care myself now.

i wont do something that silly , trust me .

p/s :

i wonder have i ever crossed your mind ?

pissed off

2010-06-18T20:24:00.004+08:00

ignore your msg does not mean i'm pissed at you..

now you're really pissed me off..

can't you try to be mature?

even a little bit will do.

dont ever talk about me in front of my friends.

if you really want to know anything , ask me face to face please.

you dont understand me yet. zzz

you're the best one of the best ones

2010-06-17T23:23:00.005+08:00

i know he has participated in a competition of snooker since yesterday ,

i simply texted him and wished him good luck :)

Today , my friend called me and told me that he won the competition , i wish to congratulation him. but i was not dare to do action , i'm coward , i dont even dare to drop him a little text asking him how was the match . i'm so chicken-hearted :(

anyway , just now i wished him good luck again !

i guess he replied me when the match was finish , he told me that his opponent was quite strong.

no matter what he is still the champion :) it means he is much stronger.

stronger than i thought ..

i'm so glad to hear that , and i'm so proud of him.

nice one boy :) add more effort , i'm always believe in you

i've been waiting for 3years & i'm still waiting ..

2010-06-16T21:58:00.004+08:00

i used to chat with a boy til midnight when i was only 14 years old

although our distance is far , we will always informing each other.. no matter what..

i told him every single thing of myself and i know almost everything of him too.

by that time , he loves one of his schoolmate.

and i'm always cheering him up.. telling him everything will be fine soon.

day by day.. i'm falling for him..

i realised he is such a good boy & this is the type of boy i like exactly...

he is faithful , caring & lovely..

i still remember one night..

when we were chatting happily as always ... he suddenly asked me a question ' do you love me? '

and i answered him ' yes ' unhesitatingly

after that day , we still chatting as usual ..

until... when his exam is around the corner..

we stopped to chat so often ...

and i'm afraid to text him even when he is on my mind..

perhaps , i'm shy..

and i'm afraid that i'm disturbing him.. because he told me once , 24hours per day is not enough for him.. thats why i dint text him since that month :(

although i dint text or call him , he is always in my heart , my mind..

i dont wanna forget him , maybe i cant do it.

whenever the school holiday is coming , i'll plan to go to penang certainly ...

just for a meet.. thats more than enough...

last year's school holiday , i went to penang with 2 girl friends of mine.

and one of the girl i bring was also falling for him..

she told me something before we go to clubbing.

she asked me not to chase him & she wanted to challenge with me .

yeah , she is one of my best friend... i dont feel like losing anyone of them...

and i believe in him..

i trust him...

i keep on telling myself , he will never fall for her.

she is hopeless .

but when things turn out , its hurting me badly..

he treats her damn good , and they both kissed .

he dint care for me at all.. he knew i love him.. yet he is still doing these in front of me.

they both were so close to each other like no body's business ...

and i cried at the last night after clubbing.. i went to the seaside with his friend..

we both chatted for awhile and my best friend came to me.

she cheered me up , and asked me to give up ...

i was like... wtf? how could i give up to him ? i love him so deeply , how am i going to give up? i've got no idea at the moment.

after that , we headed back to batu ferringi..

the girl asked me whats happening? and i told her nothing .

when he knows i cried for him , he text me... he apologized ... he keep on telling me sorry for doing these and that...

but it does not helps at all... i'm still hurt...

until now , i'm 17years old...

he is still the only one i love , i care , i miss and i need the most...

yet i'm not his only one... i'm not his cup of tea...

i know i should let go and move on..

i've tried ... but it failed .

its so difficult to put down...

i'm tired.... sigh... nothing could describe my feeling right now...

first day of exam

2010-05-20T15:43:00.003+08:00

ewww. first day of exam is stressed enough to take away my life.

i wonder how am i going to survive for 2weeks more.

finished chemistry paper 1 , 2 & 3 in one day is absolutely tough.

but its not a bad thing though , no need to spend time to do revision at chemistry dy

chemistry almost KILLED me today & physic take turns tomorrow ='(

how sad...sigh , but i've still got to face it !

wake up and get my minds clear !

thats only 2weeks.

its not a big deal ! LOL

p/s :

i'm looking forward to 5th of june ;)

mother's day

2010-05-09T17:42:00.005+08:00

i don't really have the mood to celebrate mother's day today..

i don't feel like going to anywhere even just an ordinary dinner with relatives.

i just feel like stay at home and slacking in front of my com..

logged in facebook and chit chat with friends.

these are the best of all. lol

life's boring , everyone does.

studies boring , nine of ten people agreed .

hanging out on sunday are absolutely B-O-R-E-D !

i'm worried about you :(

i hope you're fine soon.

no matter what

i wish you would face it with a smiling face :)

promise breaking

2010-05-08T15:58:00.003+08:00

Sigh , i'm breaking all my promises which i made to myself.

i don't have the mood to study now.

but exam is already at the corner dy :(

i'm always forcing myself to read yet my heart doesn't wants to.

Sigh sigh sigh , going to clubs every weekends are what i usually do right now.

i knew it's not a good habit

but i'd obsessed with it.

ohmygod , i wish i could get awake now.

i feel like quitting but i do not want to.

i know that i do not make any sense ==

as you noticed i felt so frustrating ...

march holiday

2010-03-10T23:00:00.005+08:00

2 more days to school holiday.. how happy :)

and my timetable had already full.

going to penang this saturday night.. and i am still thinking whether should i go to kl too?

because junyi and friends will be going to kl for business.. then leng and i will become their trouble.

i dont feel like giving any trouble to anyone else.. sigh

it is never too late

2010-03-05T23:13:00.003+08:00

i'm not really satisfied with my results now..

its not what i expected..

i did study before exams.. but i just cant answer completely.

i did pretty much mistake especially history..

i know i'm careless which is my weakness !

sometimes i'm really getting angry with my self.

i will still did mistake even i double checked or triple checked.

i'd made a promise to my self that i must concentrate on studies now.

it is never too late =)

house party

2010-02-20T15:09:00.003+08:00

2010-02-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year

2010-02-17T12:25:00.002+08:00

2010-02-07T19:49:00.003+08:00

READ THIS people ,

i think everyone knows that blog is just a place for people to express their feeling not for you to judge.

i decided to remove my cbox as i dont need anyone of you to tell me how to live my life.

READ THIS CLEARLY WITH YOUR DAMN EYES.

ITS MY LIFE not yours .

2010-02-06T16:10:00.005+08:00

San's birthday 060210

Adat Perkahwinan Masyarakat Orang Cina

2010-02-04T18:40:00.002+08:00

Adat resam perkahwinan orange Cina telah diwarisi daripada generasi-generasi terdahulu . Perkhawinan dalam masyarakat Cina merupakan satu titik tolak yang membawa pembaharuan besar dalam kehidupan mereka . Perkahwinan sangat penting untuk mengekalkan tradisi keluarga . Pada asasnya adat resam perkahwinan masyarat cina merangkurni peringkat merisik , meminang , bertunang dan majlis perkahwinan.

Adat merisik dijankan untuk mengetahui latar belakang gadis yang dihajati . Masyarakat Cina terlalu mengambil tentang nama , keturunan , peribadi , watak dan tingkah laku si gadis . Perbincangan ketika merisik adalah berkenaan perkara-perkara umun terutama tentang latar belakang keluarga perkara-perkara umun terutama tentang latar belakang keluarga dan asal keturunan.

Setelah kedua-dua pihak berpuas hati dengan latar belakang keluarga masing-masing , adat meminang akan dijalankan. Seorang wakil pihak lelaki dipilih untuk berkunjung ke rumah si gdis bagi membincangkan perkara-perkara berkaitan perkahwinan , iaitu jumlah mas kahwin , peruntukan meja dalam kamuan makan dan memilih hari yang paling sesuai.

Aktiviti Buli Dalam Kalangan Pelajar

2010-02-04T18:13:00.002+08:00

Buli bermaksud perbuatan mengasari orang yang lemah dengan tujuan atau maksud untuk menunjukkan kekuatan masing-masing . Ini secara tidak langsung menjadikan mereka yang lemah mematuhi atau menghormati orang yang kuat . Secara kesuluruhannya , perbuatan membuli merupakan perbuatan yang tidak baik serta boleh membuatkan orang lain boleh menjadi mangsa serta boleh mendatangkan latidak selesaan kepada orang lain.

Tidak dapat dinafikan pembuli terdiri daripada pelajar menengah atas dan bertubuh besar atau tegap . Selain itu , mereka pula melibatkan sekumpulan pelajar dan biasanya usia mereka adalah sebaya . Apakah sebab menyebabkan mereka membuli pelajar dalam sekolah ?Mereka membuli pelajar kerana membuli ialah satu cara untuk menghilangkan perasaan bosan di sekolah dan kejayaan membuli pelajar junior akan menunjukkan mereka kuat , berkuasa dan tidak mudah tergetak . Walau bagaimanapun , di Malaysia pelajar-pelajar yang sering menjadi mangsa ialah pelajar menengah rendah kerana bertubuh kecil dan pelajar yang kerap dipuji oleh guru akan menjadi sasarah.

Kenapakah mereka sering membuli ? Sebenarnya , terdapat banyak sebab kenapa mereka suka membuli . Antara faktor ialah rakan sebaya mempunyai pengaruh paling kuat untuk mengubah tingkah laku pelajar . Selain itu , garguan personaliti seperti golongan yang tidak pernah berasa bersalah apabila membuat kesilapan juga menyebabkan kes buli. Seterusnya , individu yang gagal mengendalikan emosi dengan baik . Golongan ini biasanya terdapat pada kanak-kanak hyperactive atau cergas yang melampu yang sering bersikap tidak pernah mengambil perduli perasaan orang lain .

Kesan-kesan bagi mangsa kes buli , antara itu membalas dendam kepada orang lain , Tujuanya untuk mengembalikan harga diri yang hilang akibat dibuli . Selain itu , mereka juga hilang keyakinan diri membiarkan diri diperlakukuan apa sahaja , sanggup melaku sesuatu demi membahagiankan orang lain , tidak mahu ke sekolah dan sebagainya . sehingga ada yang sanggup mencederakan diri sendiri kerana merasakan diri mereka tidak berguna.

Langkah-langkah untuk mengatasi kes buli ialah pihak sekolah hendaklah mengambil nilai bertanggungjawab untuk mendapatkan matlamat tentang kes buli yang berlaku di sekolah masing-masing, sama ada dalam bentuk psikologi atau fizikal . Ini boleh dilakukan dengan meminta para pelajar mengisi borang soal selidik berkaitan dengan buli. Selain itu , pelajar juga boleh menulis kes-kes buli yang telah mereka alami untuk mendapatkan respons tertinggi tentang pekara ini , identiti pelajar perlu dirahsiakan.

Dalam kelas perlu diwujudkan satu peraturan kelas berkaitan dengan toleransi sifat tentang nilai. Peraturan tersebut mestilah menyenaraikan semua tingkah laku yang disifatkan sebagai tingkah laku buli , dan hukuman yang akan diterima jika ditangkap atau dilapor melakukannya.

Akhir sekali , ibu bapa perlulah memberikan didikan agama yang mencukupi . Oleh itu , anak-anak dapat membezakan perkara yang baik dengan yang busuk . Ibu-bapa hendaklah menunjukkan teladan yang baik kepada anak-anak.

Tuntasnya , kesemua pihak hendaklah bergarding bahu untuk mengatasi masalah itu supaya sekolah boleh menjadikan kawasan yang selamat untuk belajar . Baik kata pepatah '' bulat air kerana pembetung , bulat kata kerana muatakat . ''

Pengenalan

2010-02-04T18:06:00.002+08:00

Kerja kursus Pendidikan Moral menjurus ke arah pemupukan , penghayatan dan nilai moral oleh pelajar di samping pengetahuan , kefahaman dan kemahiran yang diperoleh melalui process pengajaran dan pembelajaran . kerja kursus merupakan satu kaedah pentasiran yang digunakan dalam suasana pengajaran dan pembelajaran .

Setiap calon SPM yang mengambil mata pelajran Pendidikan Moral diwajibkan melaksanakan kerja kursus sebagai keperluan pengsijilan kerja kursus ini telah pun dilaksanakan dalam tempoh Tingkatan lima.

Kerja kursus Pendidikan Moral ini terbahagi kepada dua bahagian :

Tugasan harian yang sebanyak 8 buah laporan esei.
Laporan Aktiviti kerja Amal yang sebanyak 4 buah laporan yang terdiri daripada nilai yang berkaitan dengan perkembangan diri , kekeluargaan serta alam sekitar.

Penghargaan

2010-02-04T18:00:00.002+08:00

Saya ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada semua pihak yang telah membantu saya dlm pengumpulan maklumat sehingga terhasilnya kerja khusus pendidikan moral ini.

Sebanyak-banyak penghargaan kpd ( teacher's name ) , guru Pendidikan Moral Tingkatan ( class ) yang telah memberi panduan , nasihat serta bimbingan sepanjang masa kerja khusus dijalankan.

Di samping itu , saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kpd ibu bapa saya yang telah banyak memberi dorongan dan sokongan ketika saya menjalankan kerja khusus Pendidikan Moral ini . Mereka juga telah membantu saya untul mendapatkan maklumat yang saya perlukan.

Akhirnya , saya juga mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kpd rakan-rakan saya iaitu ( friend's name ) kerana mereka telah memberi kerjasama dan sokongan semasa melaksanakan kerja khusus Pendidikan Moral ini.

2010-01-30T22:50:00.002+08:00

dinner with sue

2010-01-24T00:18:00.001+08:00

2010-01-23T14:56:00.001+08:00

2010-01-22T14:29:00.003+08:00

2010-01-18T16:22:00.000+08:00

我不想站在远远的听你的声音却看你不到.
我不想站在远远的看你...
如果我们的爱能再靠近点 , 那多好 .
为什么每一次我的希望都会变成绝望.
到底是不是时间还没到? 还是有缘无分 .
我不敢再要求些什么 , 我也不确定期待些什么...
跟你在一起的每分每秒就像得到最宝贵的东西.

birthday eve

2010-01-02T21:48:00.004+08:00

30th december 2009

Christmas eve

2009-12-26T01:24:00.006+08:00

Mois

2009-12-15T13:31:00.008+08:00

2009-12-06T18:38:00.003+08:00

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the
person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.

2009-11-30T21:09:00.012+08:00

2009-11-30T12:31:00.000+08:00

going out now :)

2009-11-30T00:35:00.004+08:00

i'm finally satisfied with the result now (luckily)

you have no idea how happy i am !

i'm so so so so so so extremely happy !!!

finally i met san & leng , its been so long we have not meet each other since after final exam.

we went to shopping and have a drink at oldtown ..

woots , finally san has attached to ah leong ! i'm glad that :)

what i have to do now is ' HAVE FUN ' i have waited so long & now i'm finally FREE !

i can do whatever i want , go wherever i want , back whenever i want ! miss friends.

last but not least , sue is on the way coming back from jb .

sh-s , remember 121209 @ garden east :p

looking forward to meet you guys <3

2009-11-25T16:30:00.002+08:00

i want - to watch new moon

- my eyes heal faster

- go to penang

- to go out

- to buy clothes

- time goes faster

- to meet sh-s

- to do manicure

2009-11-23T23:01:00.001+08:00

我的真心比不上她的嬌媚..

2009-11-21T15:46:00.003+08:00

Today yscwmiwsaimshtyfttm :p

imsgtimymtwcs lol !

idmtlokbidwtswo , ijwytktyaamtbimh.

ayarntoot.

iwaly <3

2009-11-14T22:59:00.003+08:00

weee~ i'm happy ^^

i'm going to change , but i dont know can or not.

hopefully CAN ! :D

2009-11-13T21:29:00.004+08:00

i'm EXTREMELY not happy !!!

its friday night, why am i slacking in front of this retarded com like an idiot ?

why aren't i hanging out with friends????

its all because of FAMILY .

i really hate to be controlled !

why cant i just do whatever i want to ?

i'm just like a dog that pet in a cage.

2009-11-11T21:53:00.002+08:00

i'm not happy

i dont know what is really going on nowadays.

i just need to cry out loud !

i dont get what i expected !

going out for movie on friday with teck and friends .

last but not least , hopefully ' you ' will get a job with a handsome salary.

cheer up guys.

today was a really bad day i know.

2009-11-09T18:39:00.010+08:00

2009-11-01T01:27:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to munchen's bro !

lols , these kids bullied me ! they are just 12years old =[

i'd been lied by their fake innocent face. LOL

i like this girl the most , she is 8years old .

well , she is quite clever though ,

keep asking me to blow balloons for her , and i've no idea what she is going to do with these balloons. *faint

she keep asking me to hug her , carry her , and bla bla bla.

btw i like the way she hugs me though , she makes me feel like i'm a good mother. muahaha

p/s : i'm happy.

2009-10-30T12:59:00.003+08:00

nothing is more painful than realizing that he meant everything to me , but i meant nothing to him...

2009-10-25T15:09:00.014+08:00

miss my childhood very very much :)

anyone of them still keeping their primary 5 photo?

2009-10-24T20:25:00.009+08:00

i cried in the evening.. my mood suddenly changed. i feel so strange.

i'm tired... really.. why am i always being ...

why....??? my life is so difficult...

why i am different from others...

i feel like quitting of everything..

i'm useless

2009-10-19T23:26:00.036+08:00

2009-10-16T22:48:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to Kelvin Teng.

best wishes for you .

thanks for fetching me always , last long with leng ^^

2009-10-13T14:27:00.003+08:00

Sigh.. i'm sick T.T

feeling extremely uncomfortable...

tired but cant sleep.. headache to the max.

btw , x - 5 =0

x = 5

x not equal to p .

p=5??

whats that???

arghh.. =[

Sigh

2009-10-12T15:27:00.005+08:00

awww~ i definitely love today !

overslept at the morning though. =x

dint study much today yet having loads of fun in the class with sor hai-s..

all the teacher were absent. wtf. exam is around the corner dy.. stop being lazy chers ~

xsh murdered an innocent red ant , because i was screamed ' ahh ! mother yellow ! '

LOL , all the boys laughed at me. :(

because its not the true name of the ant ..

i dont know whats is it. i named it since i was little.

its a bigger size of red ant.. something laidat.

helped xiu sor hai ( vosshall ) to shape her eyebrows.

its obviously pretty than before.

she cries , we know its damn pain for her since its her first time .

but but but , we do it even harder ! muahaha.

i know i'm evil . but i'm borned to be evil , what to do? :)

2009-10-11T18:57:00.000+08:00

HAIS

2009-10-09T22:20:00.003+08:00

PHEW...Finally ... i'm home now.
I've been studied since 10am today ...
and i'm extremely tired .
but i did enjoyed. really !
i had promised teck for going to state library at 10am last night.
but i went at11am, sorry i'm late.
at first , nobody wants to teach me account.. A push to B and B push to C
then i was frustrated . in the end , teck's friend who named lou shu has reached , and he taught me something called PHR in account. after that , everybody take turns to teach me different subjects.
had fun while studying .
headed to addmaths tuition at 2pm , and guess what , i'm late this was my very first time !
teacher taught chapter 9 , this chapter is really hassle.
and so , i dont know how am i going to pass in final exam. hais..
after addmaths tuition , headed to account tuition and english then bm .
now only i remember i haven have my dinner and lunch yet. no wonder felt so tired .

imissyou

2009-10-08T19:09:00.003+08:00

Sigh... there has two reason i am not going to school tomorrow ,i'm going to the library with teck for group studies for ACCOUNT and and i haven't finish my history works yet !
Finally , he had made an appointment with them guys.
and my end year exam is on 20th... i have to study hard d .. cant be playful for 2weeks. awww.. its kinda hassled though. in order to passing my exam with colorful results i have to be serious . not going to use comp , shopping , dreaming and lazying for the following weeks until exam is completely finish and i am going to enjoy to the max !!!

i want to be your princess...but you're already her prince.

2009-10-06T14:27:00.002+08:00

things turn bad..
my class's prefects are having war with bio class's prefects.
its all because of...
our school's new discipline teacher has added a brand new rule in the rulebook. it is cannot stay in the class during recess.
and this is exactly what we had did last friday. leng , elise , voss and i were slacking in the class during recess just like usual .. leng was sleeping right beside me , elise was doing addmaths with her bf(edmond) , voss was sleeping too and i was doing chemistry .. one of sudden , 2 prefect came in our class and please us to leave the class at the moment.. as you guys know , we will always respect to those polite person . as my class is at the second floor , so we were standing at the staircase and waiting for the bell rings. when we were slacking at the staircase , we saw that they did not ask others to leave the class but only our class. elise was very angry at the moment , she told the prefects but they were ignored her. After recess , the discipline teacher came to our class and called us to go to his office . we were still guessing on the way to office , because we had did nothing wrong . He brought our attended list with a cane , we asked the teacher with a bustling face , teacher , what had we did? why are you calling us to come?we are innocent , we want to study sir , hurry up please and thanks ! He told us how many days we'd absent from school since jan til now. lol , i'd already absent from school for 14days .. woo woo ~ elise 15 leng 13 and voss 12 . we were oh my god-ing ? does he going to cane us for absenting from school for so many days?? but we were not scared , because i saw karkit has absent from school for 23days. LOL. then he told us , you guys dont main main dengan saya , kurang araj dengan pengawas saya ke?? we were still blurring , and so i asked sir , what do you mean ? since when we did such thing sir? we are good students , we will NEVER do this..*giggling* and he explained , we dint listen to the prefects' command , but we did..seriously !! we did listen to their command. So , he asked the 2 prefects come too , and make things clear face to face ! they dont dare to use eye contact with us. lol
then we asks them , why were you only report our names to teacher? there have a lots of people slacking with us too . why dint you report them too? Make things clear sir before you call us come. and sir you had already spent almost 1hour for solving this problem. if the whole school students never listen to YOUR prefects' command , i wonder how long do you need to solve with it. Please , let us return to the class now ... we seriously need to study , we cant miss anything. So , when we had returned to class, everyone were asking what had happened? why does he want to meet you all. And so , we told them almost everything. Today .. my class's prefects went to ST class for checking them , and they found everyone were slacking in the class so my class's prefect reported their names to the discipline teacher , and this is how the war comes.

2009-10-05T17:42:00.003+08:00

i dreamt of something sweet just now ,

something that will never happen .
if i can only be with you in my dreams , let me sleep forever then.
i felt extremely happy in my dreams.
so happy that i had never felt that way before ..
sadly , when i woke up , i realize it was just a DREAM.
Sigh... will my dreams come true ?? I'm tired , really.

2009-10-04T21:35:00.002+08:00

Lols ! i'm addicted to mango..
i'm a mango freak !
i am extremely ADDICTED to fruit . do i need to see a counselor or something ?
someone said these ' u could die. didnt u know fruit can be EXTREMELY dangerous and deadly??? '

You're not sorry

2009-10-03T21:45:00.004+08:00

you are so duplicity boy..
you have a sweet mouth that always melted my heart ..
you said you had already forget about her , not even a single shit .
but what i saw it was not what i expect to .
i'm so stupid that i'm still believe in you , stupid me !
she will always be your perfect girl in your mind , and i am just the replacement of her.
this is so unfair to me yet i've to admit .
what i used to be in everyone's mind...

2009-10-02T12:09:00.004+08:00

went to jusco after school with san and leng .
have our lunch in Johnny's restaurant & kenny rogers . sooo full !
while we having lunch in Johnny's restaurant , a shemale was siting next table to us .
someone keep spaming msg to him , and he dont want to set it silent , plus , the song is very annoyed. so we keep staring at him whenever his phone is ringing.
minutes later , he like saying us to his friend..
LOL, we burst out laughing at the moment ! he thought he is too grand i guess.
then we planned to take some pictures of him, but failed . he looks like boy in the picture.
when we are planning to go , some boys are coming in , then the shemale keep staring at them !! sooo funny !
after lunch , we went to shop , thought of wanting to gift a present to kelvin since his birthday is around the corner . but , we just bought for ourselves and forget about that d ! haha . i bought a shoes that are bigger 1 size than my foots. but i dont care ! because its very hard to find some shoes that suit yourselves. =]

2009-09-29T14:46:00.003+08:00

I was so happy today ! :D
had a lots of fun in school , especially during recess !
when vosshall was coming out from the toilet , leng and i planned to scare her .
unfortunately , i am the one who get scared !
then the last 2 periods were addmaths , i'm actually concentrating to the teacher , but then vosshall keep disturbing me and pulling my pony tail. she force me to act those 'sounds' like yer ~ go away ~ yer~
then i ran to ah yang's sit , and beg for helps. HAHA
by the way , he knows i like to eat DARK CHOCOLATE ,
so he bought some for me when he was on vacation.
awww...so touched ! hehe
i extremely love it , thanks =]

2009-09-28T20:06:00.002+08:00

The one i love , he has his beloved already .
The one i don't love , he loves me .

I'd already fed-up with these freaking frustrated problems .
those unsolvable matters ....

2009-09-27T02:21:00.005+08:00

what's your..
1 Last beverage: Tea
2 Last phone call: 21mins ago
3 Last text message: 2hours and 16mins ago
4 Last song you listened to: crazy little thing called love
5 Last time you cried: Thursday night

have u ever:
6 Dated someone twice: Ya
7 Been cheated on: Yea
8 Kissed someone and regretted it: No
9 Lost someone special: Yeah
10 Been depressed: Yup
11 Been drunk and threw up: Neither

three favourite colour :
12 Red
13 White
14 Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15 Made a new friend: Yes
16 Fallen out of love: Yes
17 Laughed until you cried: Yes
18 Met someone who changed you: Yes
19 Found out who were your true friend: Yes
20 Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
21 Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope
22 How many people on your friend list do you know in real life: 3
23 How many kids do you want to have: 1boy 1girl
24 Do you have any pets: Yes, Fishes and Dog
25 Do you want to change your name: No
26 What did you do for your last birthday: Dinner with friends
27 What time did you wake up today: 10.30am
28 What were you doing at midnight last night: eating roti canai
29 Name something you CANNOT wait for: My wishes ?
30 Last time you saw your Mother: hours ago
31 What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: its a secret...
32 What are you listening to right now:i dont want to miss a thing
33 Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Dont think so
34 What's getting on your nerves right now: Sleep
35 Most visited webpage: http://facebook.com/
36 Whats your real name: Chee Georgenia
37 Nicknames: Gardenia , Geography , Ah girl and moreeeeee
38 Relationship Status: SINGLE
39 Zodiac sign: Capricorn
40 Male or female : Female
41 Elementary?: Yuk Choy Primary
42 Middle School?: PGS , RS
43 High school/college?: not yet
44 Hair colour: Black
45 Long or short: average
46 Height: 160cm
47 Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes
48 What do you like about yourself?: i'm a girl
49 Piercings: 2
50 Tattoos: No , not going to
51 Righty or lefty: Right

FIRSTS:
52 First surgery: Nope
53 First piercing: 4years old
54 First best friend: Primary school.
55 First sport you joined: Badminton
56 First vacation: Penang ( when i was a 2months baby )
57 First pair of trainers: Forgotten

RIGHT NOW:
57 Eating: Nothing
58 Drinking: Nothing
59 I'm about to: Sleep
60 Listening: Words
61 Waiting: For a miracle to happen

YOUR FUTURE:
62 Want kids? : Ya
63 Get Married? : Ya
64 Career? : Sure

WHICH IS BETTER:
65 Lips or eyes: does not matter
66 Hugs or kisses: as long as its from the right person.
67 Shorter or taller: taller
68 Older or Younger: Same age.
69 Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
70 Nice stomach or nice arms: -
71 Sensitive or loud: No Idea
72 hook up or relationship: relationship
73 Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
74 Kissed a stranger: Nope
75 Drank Hard Liquor:Yea
76 Lost glasses/contacts: No
77 Sex on first date: No
78 Broken someone's heart: Ya
79 Been arrested: By prefects, yes.
80 Turned someone down: Yes, LOL!
81 Cried when someone died: Ya
82 Fallen for a friend?:Ya
83 At the end, you need to choose 15 people (girls n boys) to be tagged and list their names.

2009-09-26T23:14:00.017+08:00

a year before i went to ipoh with a special friend of mine, met up with her friends and i have to say this, they are the BEST... Georgenia and her parents were so helpful in so many ways i cannot think on how i am to repay them for their hospitality and their help, Kelvin and his girlfriend(leng) drove us practically around the city from morning till night non stop,they took us to various places around ipoh just to eat and hang out, we went to K box (karaoke) for 4 days straight and had tons of fun! all of them had beautiful voices and i enjoyed every moment. Enjoying every moment is nothing without her though, it's her friends now mine therefore if i were to go alone i would be stranded with no place to go therefore i am forever grateful to know them and to be with her at that place and time. the sweetest moment and the best 4 days of my life will always be this moment when i was with her and her friends .
Love you

*Dom(in red colour top) lending my blog because he is lazy .

I really need a group study , anyone?

2009-09-22T11:28:00.007+08:00

planned to go to library with teck and friends.
because i really need some one who are good in account badly.
mid-year exam i am the best one among my friends.
i don't want to drop ranking. hehe
when i know that you have 2 friends that are extremely good in depreciation .
i was happy til ~
BUT , YOU ! YOU ! you give me aeroplane !!
i wouldn't forgive youuuuuuuu !!
you better make an appointment with them again !
i'm gonna caught chance ! hehe

PEOPLES BLESS ME ! <3

2009-09-21T00:40:00.003+08:00

Sorry guys , i had lost all the links.
tag me with your link thanks .

2009-09-20T21:25:00.008+08:00

i'm fucking tired of everything ...
its time to wake up from the dream , i should know it will never happen.
i really wish it would happen though ..

wondering whats the main point of doing so much.

2009-09-19T19:25:00.012+08:00

finally i had watched final destination.
watched with anges today & sorry i was late.
i'm so worried when we were buying tickets ! because its an above 18movie.
but in the end , we bought it ~
phewwwww ~ my heart nearly popped out at the moment!!
and so , its mean we looked mature. ( OLD )
after that , we went to have our lunch at food and tea.
suddenly i received a msg from 'you'
arghh ! i really wanted to meet 'youuuuuu'.REALLY !
why 'you' are so stubborn ah. haha
during the movie ;
i'm freezed , the air-corn is really cold .
& the way of the peoples dying is really disgusting.
i just covering my eyes with my pair of hands for the half of movie.
very funny lah , when the scary part is coming i will hear you whisper into my ears ' its time to cover ! ' sounds like the scaring part is showing ! make me curious of watching it only ! its does not help man !
while i was covering i saw you were covering yours too ; i almost burst out laughing , but i controlled myself , because every people were screaming if i am the only one who laughing . peoples would thought i'm enjoying the way they die. lols
so i just keep my mind off and continue the movie.
after this , we decided to watch 'where got ghost'
its the lamest movie i've seen so far.
some part is quite scaring people though.
i did screamed ! cant believe -.-
after movies , bought something at food court.
then headed home.
thanks for the movies anges.
really had fun watching with you.
last but not least , cousins for life ! yays ~ ^^

2009-09-15T22:13:00.003+08:00

i can barely even begin to tell you ..
how much you touch my soul
raise my hope and inspire my smiles.
maybe the best thing to convey it is to.
lovingly try and say that you've always been
and you always will be...

2009-09-12T14:53:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVEDS'
Yong Keat & Teck yin .

Now is 2.56pm and i am still slacking in front of my com while i'm thinking what to gift them for their birthday presents. i've got no idea yet , so far. luckily yong keat and teck yin are celebrating together ; if not its hard to make decision of choosing whether going to who's party. haha . i think i'm heading to the present point before i go to their birthday party.. I'm wondering , what if yi qin is going too? what should i do when i saw him? smile ? chat? arghh... its must be very embarrassing ! i know you guys will be asking me or him about our past.. and i'm here to warn ! don't ask any single thing about it please , or else i will be ignoring .SERIOUSLY !

2009-09-12T10:53:00.012+08:00

30/08

2009-09-08T14:46:00.018+08:00

today , last 2 periods is addmaths.
i don't really pay full attention to the teacher , because she is just extremely ' long gas '
my buddies and i just do our own things like usual .. suddenly , the teacher stares at me and said ' georgenia , why don't you listen to me? ' i was like... huh??? what the?? * showing an innocent face. the whole class muted at the moment. i replied ' did i? i'm hearing now cher ^^.... i laughed and its made her speechless . * i felt so guilty * i dont think i'm going to apologize yet i'm gonna listen to her obey since today. i hope she will feels glad than hearing an untrustworthy apologize.
aww..feeling so sick and bored today. i thinks i'm gonna get sick soon. headache to the max ! i've got no moods to consume... =[

290809 ( Saturday )
A day with JUN a.k.a Uncle Cabbage , GEORGENIA a.k.a Ah girl & HUEI a.k.a Fhan Shu

We went to jj for a movie on 28 august 2009 with Jun, Georgenia & Huei . hees~ waited for a week dy at last !
Im the 1st who reach,so lonely ler .
10 mins more, Jun reach dy and he say got to wait for Georgenia and we waited . =D
We went up to the cinema and buy ticket for the movie when Georgenia came .
We left out Huei, hahax she's late and this is the punishment for her. =) jk jk la~
Just to give a surprise to her when she reach the cinema hor? Fhan Shu hehe
After we bought the tickets, we go for a walk in jj and we had taken many photos . XD
We take photos in the Girl's make up room ( Huei & Georgenia bring us in) & Capcom station .
We went to padini to try some spec and take photo .
The time we want to take, the sales girl say it is not allowed to take photo here..ARGH so paiseh~and we went off slowly . hahax
After walk for 1 hr plus the show nearly starts . We went back to the cinema . WHeeeeeeeee
Oh yea~ forgot to tell u all, the movie we are watching is the KUNGFU CYBORG.
It's a funny movie LMAO but in the end quite sad.. =(
After the movie we went for a walk again .
We saw 2 clowns, and we decided to take pics with them .
It's is very funny when the clowns accidentally do wrongs his tricks and they quickly run away giving us accuses.. so 'Lhat Sheh' la~
Our ah girl bought many things among us, haha. ENJOY it.
It was a very FUN day with u all!! I enjoy it .

(this page is copied from kenny ) *

these pictures were took on 29Aug.

2009-08-23T16:10:00.000+08:00

today title - what are the things that you value most in your life ?
requested by tuition teacher.

there are many thing which i value in my life. however , if you ask me which are the ones which i value most. i would unhesitatingly say my family , my health , my computer and my friends.
among the four , the most important thing to me is , of course my family. among the members of my famoly . i naturally value my parents the most . they gave birth to me , they brought me up , they protected me and they educated me . all these actions show their great love for me and in return . i love them very much . i also value my grandparents. however , i don;t have any sibling to quarrel and fight. so i'm bored sometimes. i do not mind losing all my other possessions but not my family . they are too valuable to me.
the next thing i value is my health . life has no meaning if you are unhealthy . you may be the richest man in world but if you are sick , you are not going to enjoy your wealth . so i make sure that i exercise everyday . i either jog , play badminton or swim . i also make sure that i eat the right types of food. i do not eat oily food or anything that contains too much sugar or salt . i also take vitamins and minerals in capsule form.
among the objects i possess , nothing is more valuable to me than my computer . it is the best teacher i have . i have learnt a lot from it. besides teaching me so many things in a very interesting way , it also entertains me in many ways. i can watch video compact discs on it . besides this , i can play games on it . if i ever lost my computer , i would have lost a very effective way of studying and a very important source of entertainment.
last but not least , i need friends to play and enjoy life with . if i have no friends i cannot enjoy playing any game . when i had failed an examination . friends will comfort me and encourage me to try again. i found that i'm not so sad after that .
the four things above are the things which i value most in my life . their value cannot be measured in terms of money but only in terms of the happiness they give me.

2009-08-21T20:33:00.003+08:00

Friends are people you know and like . they can be of either sex and of any age. i do not think that anyone can live without friends. all of us need friends for various reasons.
firstly , we need friends to play and enjoy life with . let us say we enjoy playing badminton very much . if we have no friends , we cannot enjoy playing the game . surely , we cannot play the game alone ! even if we could , i am sure it would not be much fun . when we are visiting a certain place . it is more enjoyable when we do it with friends. friends are also a source of comfort when we are sad . we may have failed an examination . friends will comfort us and encourage us to try again . you will find that you are not so sad after that . we may have lost our jobs . friends will cushion us during this moment of sadness.
furthermore , friends are there to help us when we are in trouble. when we are without a job , they will try to get us one . when we are sick , they will come to visit and comfort us . when we have no money , they will help us with some . when others talk bad about us , they will defend us . were our houses to burn down , they would be the first on the scene to offer solace and help . with friends to help us when we are in trouble , things are not so bad . as the saying goes , '' trouble shared is trouble halved . ''
friends are there not only to share our sorrows. they are there to share our joys , too . when we are successful,they will be the first to congratulate us . when we tie the knot with someone we love , our friends will rejoice with us . when our careers or businesses take off , they will be there to show their pleasure . with friends to share in our moments of joy , our happiness is multiplied. as the saying goes , '' joy shared is joy doubled . ''

2009-08-20T18:38:00.005+08:00

awwww... boring boring ~
just after tuition & leng is drying her hair beside.
we're going to ah pan's restaurant for celebrating mun chin's birthday .
well , its time for me to prepare , i'll update tonight with photos ^^

first , i have to wish someone else .
happy birthdayyy mun chin . i love you as much you love me.
i guess you're happy now , but not deeply in the heart.
i'm sorry to hear that you'd broken with ah yang a day before your birthday .i don't know it will end up like this. i wish you could forgive & forget it.. do not forget you still have us . we'll always be here no matter what . i'm seriously cherish every moment being with 3 of you. although we sometimes quarrel and fight , this does not lessen our love for each other.
[ ah pan , vosshall , elise , leng , edmond ,ah yeap, ah lun & ah guan ( in photos )]

2009-08-19T15:01:00.002+08:00

turned my mp3 on , lying on the bed.
i wonder how many times do i left .
it goes by so very slow , i hope that it wont end through alone.
Til now i'm still always got by on my own...
i never really care... but the secret is still my own and my love for you is still unknown..
your smile , makes me smile .
no matter how unhappy i'm , i smile whenever i hear from you.
and it is already enough . because my life was nothing until i met you , what a change you had made in my life. i'm glad about it.

2009-08-07T22:58:00.003+08:00

Seems to me it's just a very tiny one in fact.

During add maths tuition, there was a bug where it flew on Elise's book.

[in Cantonese]
Wahh! Take the bug off my book! Take it off!
*takes her pencil, trying to push it away without harming it*
Ahh!! Don't kill it! I love nature.
*flies away somewhere on the other side*

Well... too bad for the bug it did not survive that long. I squashed it on my book when I was doing add maths by accident *sorry little bug*. Then they saw it. Soon, Georgenia made it into like a crime scene then it somehow evolved to a news.

The crime sceneLater it becomes a news

Ended up as this =.="

The cookie is a logo of the newspaper called 'Chips News'. I don't know how this idea came about.

Later, the teacher went out of the room. So, Elise wanted to ask teacher about some question.

Ehh, sei lou si leh? Ops! ( eh , where's the si teacher ? opps ! )
*everybody laughs*
Horr!! Lei kiu lou si 'sei lou si'? ( hor ! u named teacher as si ! )
Shhh!! Mou kom tai sang ( shh ! dont talk so loud ! )
Emm hai 'sei lou yeh' meh? *laughs* ( i thought is si lao tou )
Horr... *points Georgenia* Lou si!!
Ahh! *giggles while showing an XP look*

No wonder I love add maths tuition. Lolz!

copied from sufynn's blog. <>

2009-07-26T14:45:00.008+08:00

2009-07-05T18:54:00.012+08:00

Today early in the morning ... When I was preparing to get up for showers ... suddenly it began to rain... raining like cats and dogs . I am really very upset at the moment... when i was thinking of canceling the international run .. Yong Keat msg me at the moment , and asked me about this happens. then most of our friends are going d . . So i still going in the end.

2009-06-22T21:51:00.003+08:00

Finally..the day has come.But, Why? Why we fall for the same boy. Why? I had meet this fine guy and I really like him, but there is one problem, you likes him also and it is making me angry because you know that I really like him and I meet him first. We had got into an argument over him and this is my first time fighting over a boy. Are you tries to flirt with him to make me jealous? Maybe you would not agree what i said ; but it does hurt me .

2009-06-20T11:34:00.002+08:00

estee lauder model search

2009-05-30T01:11:00.003+08:00

Kahmunrah !!

' Night At The Museum 2 '
you all must fucking watch this movie !

2009-05-27T20:21:00.012+08:00

2009-05-25T16:18:00.004+08:00

2009-05-23T20:36:00.003+08:00

physic - paper 1 33/50 paper 2 57/70 = 75

chemistry - paper 1 41/50 paper 2 62/100 = 68

english - paper 1 62/85 paper 2 52/75 = 71

maths - paper 1 38/40 paper 2 89/100 = 91

add maths = 52

accounts = 68

PJ = 58

History - paper 1 ____ paper 2 ____

2009-05-21T18:32:00.001+08:00

2009-05-15T22:49:00.007+08:00

alright.. i'm quite unhappy ; so i decided to express my emotion here.
firstly i want to apologize to XXX .. i dint mean to say out ; but there has no any reason for me to keep.
do you know how angry i am , when i know about the truth.
i could not tolerate of his lies. he is such a bastard !
at first , leng and i decided to go only ; suddenly san & chin suggest to go together ...
then only HE wanted to follow.
so we allowed him , but i'm not confirm that i have places for him to stay .
firstly , he is a boy . he could not stay at my friend's house.
secondly , he is too arrogant. every friends dislike him ; everyone knew it . since we are friends so we dint even give a damn.
thirdly , he likes to gossip behind others.
but he go and told everyone that i dint care about him . i just leave him at the hotel and i go with leng.
and of course , its absolutely wrong !
this time we planed to go trip during jun holidays and san is not going because of her family problems ; so he could not go too. because nobody will allow .
so he planned to break our plans. BASTARD ! that is the reason that i could not forgive and forget .
and XXX you absolutely have your right to scold me , but why are you double siding ? you made me feel scary of being friend with you.
you scared him ? i thought you hate him too. why are you like to being his dog.
you are lost confident ! like you cant live without him.
when you are not around you thought that he will never ever backstab of you?
well , i will never blame you because you are innocent !
actually , we are going to celebrate yeap's birthday next 2 weeks...
but now i don't know this plans are still going or not? just because of a black sheep of him. the whole plan was crushed. its so unfair to yeap. =[
I SWEAR THAT I AM NOT GOING TO CELEBRATE HIS BIRTHDAY .
not only me its everyone do ! since no one is going to refer it.
this is his punishment ! and he deserve it ! SERVE HIM RIGHT !

2009-05-10T15:49:00.003+08:00

i was learning guitar now =] its very niceeee
actually i want to learn piano .. but its quite expensive ..
and always need to take exam... i hate it !
so i decided to play guitar since my house already have one.
i learning to play ' happy birthday ' yesterday.
so i search from YouTube and bob taught me .
he is the best one :)
when i played it . i feel so happy i even record it .
i will upload it next time .
but too bad , my fingers are hurt ...
so painful !

2009-05-08T22:00:00.007+08:00

CAN YOU KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT FOR A MOMENT PLEASE?
YOU ARE SO IRRITATING ME !
CANT YOU LISTEN TO ME ?
CANT YOU SYMPATHY ME?
DISCUSS BECAME QUARREL !
I'VE GOT NOTHING TO SAY D.
LIKE ALL MY FAULT !
I JUST WANT TO HAVE A GROUP STUDIES WITH MY CLASSMATE !
IS THERE ANY PROBLEMS WITH YOU?
I'M HAVING EXAM NOW NOW NOW!
DO YOU KNOW HOW BIG THE PRESSURE IS ?
WOULD YOU TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME? I GUESS NOT.
I JUST WANT TO LEARN FROM MY MISTAKE !
AND LEARN NEW THINGS.
CANT YOU BE OPEN MINDED !?

I HATE MY MORAL TEACHER !
SHE IS REALLY STUBBORN !
SHE REQUIRE ME TO GET A1 IN EXAM !
I AM WEAK IN MORALS !
AND SHE SCOLDED ME HOPELESS?
I REALLY WISH TO TELL HER ...
WHY ONLY I FAILED MY MORAL BUT NOT OTHERS?!
I MAY GET A1 IN ANY SUBJECT BUT NOT THE SUBJECT YOU ARE TEACHING !
WHY? WHATS THE REASON?!
ITS YOUR PROBLEMS ! NOT MINE !
YEA I AM STUPID .
SINCE YOU ARE SO ' CLEVER'
MAKES ME CLEVER !
I REALLY VERY SAD RECENTLY...
I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHOULD I DO ...
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS MY EMOTION.
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FACE EVERYBODY.
I CRIED ON ADD MATHS TUITION TODAY.....
WHEN I COMPLAINING TO MY FRIENDS...

WHY THERE HAS NO ONE IN THIS WORLD COULD UNDERSTAND ME...

2009-05-03T15:43:00.004+08:00

kuan's birthday .

ah loon's birthday .

2009-05-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

Do visit my beauty blog ! :D

2009-05-01T11:30:00.002+08:00

I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's grey, and Wednesday too
Thursday, I don't care about you
It's Friday I'm in love.

Monday, you can fall apart
Tuesday, Wednesday, break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
It's Friday I'm in love.

2009-04-30T22:31:00.006+08:00

2009-04-29T20:29:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ' JI DAN ' ( the only boy who wear spec )

2009-04-26T23:54:00.003+08:00

my life in 10years. ( homework )

Most people have their future plans and dreams . Things that they want to realize someday . everyone dreams about satisfy jobs with a good salary , loving family , a beautiful house and many friends . and i am the one who dreams about it . i wants to be a chemical engineering . however the chemistry subject is very important to me because it is a compulsory subject needed to pass in order to qualify for chemical engineering .

By 2019 i will have already improved my chemistry so i will be ready to study chemical engineering because it is a very interesting subject for me . when i have finished studying i will be ready to start working . In my opinion , it is a very good job , nowadays many bosses searching for workers who are educated in it and they pay much money .

After 2020 i am going to move to Korea . i want to live there because the country have four seasons. i would like to build a home and live there with my husband and our future kids . my house will be located on a big green beautiful hill . it will be small but cozy . the outside of the building will be white with brown windows and doors . the inside will be designed by me . first will be the family room , where my kids and i will spend a lot of time together . there will be also a big TV because my kids will love to watch cartoons. next to the living room will be the dinner room and kitchen . these place must be very comfortable. i am going to have two children because i love babies. at the time when my children are small , i am going to be a housewife but i am not going to be businesswoman. i am going to clean up the home , iron , wash clothes and cook because i love to be at home and taking care of my family . i would like to be a good mother . i will do everything to make my family happy. when my kids will start go to school i will go back to work but only part time because i still want to have a good relationship with my kids. i think that dreams and future plans are needed for us because thanks to them we can feel good and never lose hope for a better future.

2009-04-23T22:30:00.003+08:00

you have changed...
you are strange...

You are not the previous of you...

you are so strange to me now...
what am i going to talk about with you?
i don't have any idea on my mind ...
time is running so fast.
the distance between us are fading too.
before , you arguing with me all the day..
we could not live without each other...
how i wish i would have a time machine on hand.
i may change the history ...

i love you... when i was primary 5...
i miss you... as a friend...
i need you... now.

when will the feels come back again?

2009-04-12T19:23:00.014+08:00

11st of April <3 friends.

2009-03-25T20:20:00.010+08:00

FRIEND nia

2009-03-20T15:15:00.002+08:00

Facebook quiz .

WHAT'S YOUR NAME MEANING?

georgenia took WHAT'S YOUR NAME MEANING? quiz and the result is sweet name!
You must be really shy and sweet, you look like you always need protection..sure this is a good thing?!?!?

what Disney character are you?

georgenia took what Disney character are you? quiz and the result is Cinderella
You'll do any thing for friends with all the love there is inside you. you love dressing up and have many great friends you value so much.

Where should you be living?

Georgenia took Where should you be living? quiz and the result is The country
You are tired of living in a crowded place where there's too much concrete and not enough green. You want to live out in the country, preferably somewhere with a barn, a river and lots of wide open spaces where you can unwind and enjoy the quiet.

Which type of woman are you?

Georgenia took Which type of woman are you? quiz and the result is Sexy Popular Girl
Everyone knows you. You look great and know this. You use this advantage and sometimes get in trouble with jealous girls because of that. You have many friends, female like male, but no or only a few really deep relationships. You don't know that there a beauty inside of every woman, that is deeper than any physical beauty. Try to find your inner strengths and charmed so you can shine from the inside out. :) Try to be kind and helpfully. Don't always think about yourself or your look - it is the inner woman people are waiting to see of you!

what are you born to do?

Georgenia took what are you born to do? quiz and the result is best at everything
you are the social person who make useful contacts. you introduce important people to influential people and always reap some sort of reward as a result...but you don't enjoy the spotlight as much. you prefer to stay in the back as there is more room to stretch and you like the feeling that you are the one with the power and most of the time that is true... you will do well in almost any field you know how to falter without being to obvious and you can make just about anyone like you.

Perfect Match

Georgenia took Perfect Match quiz and the result is Mostly A's!
Your all lovey, duvet get ready 2 be loved up!! And your definitely familiar with the dating scheme.